After two study sessions with my awesome group I feel pretty confident...hope it's not in vain. I did all the tests in the success book and did much better on them the second time after talking with the group about stuff.
I'm a little more nervous about this clinical just because I don't know what kind of patient to expect. With Westminster I was pretty sure it was gonna be an elderly person....with Rehab it could be ANYONE.
I had a pretty bad Sunday that kinda threw me for a loop but I pulled it together and got back on track. I have to keep my focus on school no matter what else is going on in the rest of my life. It's really hard to not become sidetracked with something I want so badly in my personal life but nursing is more important than anything else going on. I cannot fail! I WILL NOT FAIL!
Regardless of what is going on with anything else I have a lot of support from my family (finally) and my classmates. My boyfriend has been amazingly supportive and gave me the courage to actually pursue my dream again after 15 years. If it weren't for him I'm not sure I would've had the confidence to do this. He is amazing and supportive and I couldn't ask for a better partner to go through this crazy time with me. We have been through a lot together and this is just going to be one more hurdle we will get over together. I can't wait to be standing on that stage for pinning and look out and see my daughter, him and his family and my parents all there celebrating my accomplishment.
Keeping my eye on the prize!
Heather
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